November 2011
2 posts
October 2011
2 posts
I guess......
what am I to do with all of what’s left?
What you supposed to do when it’s all been said?
What you gonna do when the familiar ain’t there?
What you gonna do when smoke turns to air?
I swear, I been all in, since the beginnin’,
In class I couldn’t focus, you were my riddlin,
Whenever you talk, I try to listen;
Trust, even if I’m smokin’, I still...
Still logged in on my phone. Your poor, neglected Tumblr.
I love you very much.
Yours,
Steph
August 2011
6 posts
I,
know how I feel, I just, I just can’t put that feeling into words.
That,
feeling when shit ain’t right.
I,
would’ve came back for you, I just needed time, to do what I had to do.
Caught in the life, I can’t let it go. Whether that’s right?
I may never know.
Yeah,
you be a bitch because you can.
Slow Dancin'
in a burnin’ room.
I love her so much.
July 2011
1 post
(:
@ ze daaanker hill, (“
March 2011
1 post
@Starbucks
Kinda weird coming here with admin, a little awkward, but he’s been chill.
Everything’s going well, for now, I’m really just biding my time, waiting to get out.
Me and the Misses are DC chillin’, no bumps, just smooth sailing for the past 3 weeks, and I’m happy about that, I dislike when things between us aren’t good.
Getting my phone sometime this week,...
February 2011
3 posts
Well,
yes, well.
Mark the time, 3:43.
Been up for the last hour now, awaken from probably one of the best naps ever.
And again, I was gonna type that.
I was gonna say I was over it.
I was gonna go on to say how I’m really tired of everything, that nothing really matters, and that I’m really just over this crap.
But you know what?
I literally am tired, I feel like smoking a cigarette,...
January 2011
3 posts
December 2010
4 posts
Well,
can’t say I didn’t try.
Time to go medicate and forget about all of this.
Deuces,
Derf Sllew
So look,
as I sit down to light this cigarette, I think about all kinds of things. But right now the only thing that’s on my mind is her. Ironic, because this is my fault, I keep messing this up. I honestly don’t know why either, because when I’m actually with her, there’s no where else I’d rather be. But, when I’m with my boys? I’m a whole different person. Why?...
November 2010
11 posts
today is just one of those days where i really...
That’s because you are, :)
beccafish asked: yes :)
Can't even...
get an answer.
But hey, it happens.
I guess..
I actually googled,
“when you don’t know what to do.”
Damn, this is weird.
Ok,
I get it, got it, but it still ain’t sinkin’ in
You could tell me a million times I still ain’t believin’ it
Halloween night no trick or treatin’
Don’t matter what you think,
you could never tell how I’m feelin’.
For the first time....
I don’t know what to do…..
I’m clueless.
Girl for goodness sakes....
you with all those curves, and me without no brakes.
…..
What you mean I ain't call you?
I hit you when I landed.
Can’t say I don’t miss it.
October 2010
26 posts
On some real shit though,
“I know a place we can go,
where you can be yourself,
and you aint gotta worry,
and we aint gotta rush, cause we not in no hurry.
You can’t be afraid to let go,
you gotta let go of yourself
but you aint gotta worry,
cause this gon take some time
but we not in no hurry.”
Well,
I’m off to bed, slow jams still playing, :)
Later Arnel, see you tomorrow, I’ll try to stop by Garcia’s at lunch.
Bonne Nuit,
Derf Sllew
my desk
josemurillo:
derfsllew:
josemurillo:
derfsllew:
josemurillo:
basically papers everywhere. things scattered.
That’s how it’s always been. How you been bro?
hahaha yeah it has. i’m alright, im just trying to balance things out haha. things are moving fast aren’t they?
Sounds good. Yeah man, really fast. It’s really going to end. How’s the team?
LOL IN GRAY :P:P haha, uh the team is...
my desk
josemurillo:
derfsllew:
josemurillo:
basically papers everywhere. things scattered.
That’s how it’s always been. How you been bro?
hahaha yeah it has. i’m alright, im just trying to balance things out haha. things are moving fast aren’t they?
Sounds good. Yeah man, really fast. It’s really going to end. How’s the team?
my desk
josemurillo:
basically papers everywhere. things scattered.
That’s how it’s always been. How you been bro?
"I just wanna
sip on a mimosa and watch the clouds pass by, time ain’t relevant to our situation, you just came into my life, with no reservations.”
Weird,
the past few nights I haven’t been able to sleep. Anyways, so, this weekend everyone wants me to throw a party. But honestly? I don’t really want to throw one. Idk why, I know I’m not over partying, idk, I just wanna chill at home and watch scary movies, or do something non-alcohol related. Weird huh? A lot of weird things have been happening lately, one of them being my...
WHY
can’t I sleep?
Dammit.
That wasn’t even the version of deuces I like, lamesaaauuuuce.
Lawls.
Wells, I’m going to bed.
Bonne nuit,
Derf Sllew
Alright,
what’s up tumblr? I guess this is my usual update. Senior year is going well, I’ve partied more than I’ve studied, which is what I planned on doing. Hopefully Alpha Sig stays afloat. University app deadlines are slowly creeping up, it’s all good though, I’ve already got awesome safeties. Halloween party or what? Hopefully it goes down; if it ends up being as half as...
Lights Please..
“I had this little bad thing something like them tens. She gave a nigga mad brain something like The Wiz.”
fatcesarsizz:
“Then i tell her to her face
If everyone was like you
The world would be a better place”
That’s not even the sickest part of the song. But now I have to listen to it.
Fuuckin batch.